well, here's some awards I won:
thanks Jayme and Sharon!!!

thanks Anna!!!

Are you really THAT bored?? Well, I must be to be sitting here typing this!! Anyways... I'm just gonna talk on and on for awhile, don't mind me.

Is it just me or is Orgy like, the BEST live?? I have been in love with them since like, mid to late 1998 and when I saw them at Jannus Landing (st petersburg, florida) during the summer, I was totally blown away!! I thought it wasn't possible to love them so much!!! When I started this page on Geocities, I wasnt' really that enthused about making it because I am no computer nerd... I have no idea how to build a web page... and still confuse myself easily trying to do this!!! Besides, I hated uploading it to Geocities because it would take FOREVER, and the damn advertisements got on my nerves so bad. Now I got a RoadRunner page... which are supposed to be faster, right? That's what I hear anyway... well, its all to your advantage anyway!! But... about my Orgy experience... the concert was GREAT!!!! You can tell the crowd really digs the music because they are so into it!!! Crowd surfing during that show is the funnest time you will ever have!!! Jay probably doesn't remember (I don't expect him to, but I can hope!!), but I looked straight across to the stage while I was up, and he smiled at me with a smile that says that he knows you are a true fan and you will do ANYTHING for them!!! Which I would, of course!! I was stuck at the very front... right in front of Paige for about half an hour!! During the time I was there, Paige threw his *blessed* pick right into crowd of reaching hands of me and the people around me. We all know picks are light, and it bounced off our fingers and landed on the ground nearby somewhere!! I desperately ducked down and crawled around by the other fans' feet to find the pick (and i'm sure u all know how dangerous and stupid it is to crawl around on your hands and knees at the front right by a mosh pit!!!)!! My search was in vain... I couldn't find it. I wanted it so bad, I begged the security guard in front of me to look down and pick it up for me if he saw it. Unfortunately, he couldn't find it, and gave me some much needed water instead. The two girls to my right and left were Paige lovers... it was so obvious. Hey, I don't blame them... he's a great bassist, and there is something mysterious about him, very intriguing. Then some crazy guy that was totally stoned off his ass started coming around and pushing every person away... he was separating me from my obsessions!! I had to do something... yuck... I bit the damn guy... right on his sweaty, dirty, smelly, nasty arm!!! See what I would do?? Of course he didn't notice, and the person I was with got tired of the struggle to stay up front and pulled me out!! I could have survived the entire time!! I really could have!!! But anyways... later on, we ended up in the calmer section... a little aways from the front by Ryan. I smiled really big, and I yelled "Ryan!! Ryan!!" and I laughed and I guess all my frantic waving in the calm, still-standers caught his attention. He looked over in my direction, and he smiled and kinda chuckled and resumed banging his head. It went on like that until the very end. I guessed which way they would be coming off the stage because the security began to cluster around that area. I stood over there until the end, and waited for them to come off the stage. First was Paige... security held me back. Second was Bobby... again, security held me back!!! Amir and Jay walked off the stage together, and Amir got slightly ahead of Jay. I started freaking out!!! With one forceful adrenaline-powered charge, I broke through the arms of two security guards and I ran after them, desperately trying to get closer... just a little bit closer!!! Jay turned around, smiled at me, and took off his jean jacket and threw it in my direction. If you have ever threw a jacket, you know it never lands where you want it to, and it made a sharp left turn, and I jumped for it. Being the small, light-weighted person I am, I got shoved over by some other person, who grabbed the jacket, just out of my reach!!! I was ready to cry. I just stood there in shock... I had the chance to have his jacket... but it was gone. I can not bring myself to take or attack another Orgy fan (with the exception of the guy that was high), so I just let it be. I was so sad!!! Then I turn around to BJ with the biggest look of disappointment, and when I turn back around, who else but RYAN goes strolling by... white mesh shirt and freshly dyed black and red hair. I couldn't move for a second because he had brushed by me, and that was enough to put me in total awe. I snapped out of it and followed after. I was trying to get ahead of him to ask for a hug, but all I could touch and reach was his left shoulder blade with my left hand before security realized I was there and yanked me back in the crowd. Ha ha ha... that just totally made my WHOLE SUMMER!!!! Just ask BJ how hyper and happy I was!!! I know it sounds sick, but I didn't wash my left hand for a week!!! I was going to bottle the air at the concert, but I didn't have a bottle... too bad... :( Atleast I got a shirt... the black babydoll Orgy shirt... I think its called Shimmer? Not sure... well, that is my Orgy experience... if you're still reading, I congratulate you!!! You have a high boredom tolerancy level!!! Oh yeah... if you read through the whole thing, email me and tell me what you think! Also, send me your stories and experiences!!